Wednesday, September 29
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Im falling deep within..
this realm of love
Its a bottomless pit..
i couldnt see the end
Im struggling to get out..
there aint enough oxygen in there
I need a support..
to tell me that im save from all these emotions
But you lost it all..
you forgo me
I shouldnt have let it all out..
shouldnt have opened up my wounded heart
Anticipating for our next conversation..
it seems like a million years from now
Maybe i should just forget about everything..
not like it has never happened before
Im jaded..
disappointed, upset and agonized
You wouldnt understand..
you wouldnt know how it feels
Ive no idea how it turn out this way..
why im feeling this way
I lost the grip..
now i fall..again.
Im falling deep within..
this realm of love
Its a bottomless pit..
i couldnt see the end
Im struggling to get out..
there aint enough oxygen in there
I need a support..
to tell me that im save from all these emotions
But you lost it all..
you forgo me
I shouldnt have let it all out..
shouldnt have opened up my wounded heart
Anticipating for our next conversation..
it seems like a million years from now
Maybe i should just forget about everything..
not like it has never happened before
Im jaded..
disappointed, upset and agonized
You wouldnt understand..
you wouldnt know how it feels
Ive no idea how it turn out this way..
why im feeling this way
I lost the grip..
now i fall..again.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:25:00 am
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Monday, September 27
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fuck u. fuck off
i aint wrong about guys
not this time round
im so glad i made this choice
fuck u. fuck off
guys make me sick
and i hate all the shits they love to say
whats with that kind of tone
and the farking language said
fuck u. fuck off
never wanna talk to u again
give me a brick and i'll crack my head into it
i need to vent some anger
theres no need for any anger management
cos im totally turned off
thanks for ruining it
FUCK U. FUCK OFF.
fuck u. fuck off
i aint wrong about guys
not this time round
im so glad i made this choice
fuck u. fuck off
guys make me sick
and i hate all the shits they love to say
whats with that kind of tone
and the farking language said
fuck u. fuck off
never wanna talk to u again
give me a brick and i'll crack my head into it
i need to vent some anger
theres no need for any anger management
cos im totally turned off
thanks for ruining it
FUCK U. FUCK OFF.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 8:37:00 pm
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Saturday, September 25
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Just got home from Spans. Collected my study award. $800 only. Haha. But its better than nothing heh? Saw JunYi there, but i guess he forgotten me already.. Or was it because of my new hairstyle? =P
Head to town after school yesterday to meet my sister. Went shopping and got a new hair cut from my stylist, Raymond. I look different.. Its shorter at the right side near the ear.. Take a look at the picture below..
Its gonna be a hectic day today. I woke up at 6+ am. My gosh, im dead weary now. Facial appointment at 3.30pm and then meeting Emelia at Katong to head town and meet Eunice and then we're going to Ingrid's mum's wake. I hope Ingrid is feeling okay..
Just got home from Spans. Collected my study award. $800 only. Haha. But its better than nothing heh? Saw JunYi there, but i guess he forgotten me already.. Or was it because of my new hairstyle? =P
Head to town after school yesterday to meet my sister. Went shopping and got a new hair cut from my stylist, Raymond. I look different.. Its shorter at the right side near the ear.. Take a look at the picture below..
Its gonna be a hectic day today. I woke up at 6+ am. My gosh, im dead weary now. Facial appointment at 3.30pm and then meeting Emelia at Katong to head town and meet Eunice and then we're going to Ingrid's mum's wake. I hope Ingrid is feeling okay..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:39:00 pm
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sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:47:00 pm
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Thursday, September 23
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Singapore Idol made me laughed my ass off the couch. I really cant imagine that the Earth is filled with all sorts of people. Totally hilarious. Missed it? That's your lost..really.
Im so happy ! My Econs project got an A !! WEeeeee! But all thanks to my lousy grades scored in term test, my overall coursework got only a B+. Im gonna work super hard for my semester exams and score an A for Econs. I WILL!
Ebony is getting naughtier! She passed motion in my room twice! I got so mad i sprayed Escada Ibiza Hippie to get rid of the pungent smell. Argh.
Singapore Idol made me laughed my ass off the couch. I really cant imagine that the Earth is filled with all sorts of people. Totally hilarious. Missed it? That's your lost..really.
Im so happy ! My Econs project got an A !! WEeeeee! But all thanks to my lousy grades scored in term test, my overall coursework got only a B+. Im gonna work super hard for my semester exams and score an A for Econs. I WILL!
Ebony is getting naughtier! She passed motion in my room twice! I got so mad i sprayed Escada Ibiza Hippie to get rid of the pungent smell. Argh.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:53:00 pm
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Tuesday, September 21
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Ive 2 bad news and 1 good news. Lets start with the bad one..
Ingrid's mum had past away this noon. If you've read the newspaper or seen the news, you would have known about it. If not, look here. One of the top 10 entreprenuer in Singapore, left just like that due to a car accident in China. Imfeeling damn sad, but never will i understand how Ingrid is feeling now. I wonder if she can cope, cos her promos are in 2 weeks time.
Life is indeed just so unpredictable. Who could have expected this? Its just too sudden..too sudden. All's gone in a flash. When i learn about this harsh fact, i wanted so much to cry. Though aint that close to Ingrid, but we've been in the same class for years. And her mum had contributed so much..
My condolences..
Next bad thing, i did badly in my courseworks. B for my Communication Skill test which i thought i screwed it up. It was okay. But ive got a B for my Financial Accounting 1 coursework. It was bad. Ms Goh said i could do better. And of cos i hope i could. C+ for CSA coursework. Like wtf? Damnnit. I was damn disappointed. Blame it on my term test. Argh.
Semester exams are in like 2 weeks time. Ive not started on my revision, and instead, been staying out late these days. But i guess the time to stay out late had ended. Cos the volleyball match ended. I wont be staying much around in school anymore.
Douglas's team won today. Hooray! So they were placed 3rd in the IVP. Congrats. That's the only good news today.
While watching the match, i thought a lot. And i realised, its so hard to forget somebody you once love so deeply. Its so hard to let go. I guess, im going to cause another person's heart to shatter. Cos i just couldnt bring myself to fall in love again. I just couldnt. I tried, but i failed. Im so sorry.
Ive 2 bad news and 1 good news. Lets start with the bad one..
Ingrid's mum had past away this noon. If you've read the newspaper or seen the news, you would have known about it. If not, look here. One of the top 10 entreprenuer in Singapore, left just like that due to a car accident in China. Imfeeling damn sad, but never will i understand how Ingrid is feeling now. I wonder if she can cope, cos her promos are in 2 weeks time.
Life is indeed just so unpredictable. Who could have expected this? Its just too sudden..too sudden. All's gone in a flash. When i learn about this harsh fact, i wanted so much to cry. Though aint that close to Ingrid, but we've been in the same class for years. And her mum had contributed so much..
My condolences..
Next bad thing, i did badly in my courseworks. B for my Communication Skill test which i thought i screwed it up. It was okay. But ive got a B for my Financial Accounting 1 coursework. It was bad. Ms Goh said i could do better. And of cos i hope i could. C+ for CSA coursework. Like wtf? Damnnit. I was damn disappointed. Blame it on my term test. Argh.
Semester exams are in like 2 weeks time. Ive not started on my revision, and instead, been staying out late these days. But i guess the time to stay out late had ended. Cos the volleyball match ended. I wont be staying much around in school anymore.
Douglas's team won today. Hooray! So they were placed 3rd in the IVP. Congrats. That's the only good news today.
While watching the match, i thought a lot. And i realised, its so hard to forget somebody you once love so deeply. Its so hard to let go. I guess, im going to cause another person's heart to shatter. Cos i just couldnt bring myself to fall in love again. I just couldnt. I tried, but i failed. Im so sorry.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:12:00 pm
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Monday, September 20
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I skipped school today cos tutorial was postponed and CSA lecture was craps. Was so glad that i could wake up late today but i was wrong. Ebony woke me up at 7am! She whine and barked so loudy that i couldnt get to sleep. All the way till 11am! I felt so damn irritated. argh.
Anyway, i just got home from school. Yes. I went to see the volleyball match. Its the semi-finals. Sadly, Douglas's team lost. So they will compete again with Temasek Poly tomorrow. I'll prolly be there to watch the match again. x))
Im filled with bruised marks made by Gabriel and the ever so irritating Joshua. humphs! >.<
Long day ahead tomorrow, gonna rest early and yea..study.
I skipped school today cos tutorial was postponed and CSA lecture was craps. Was so glad that i could wake up late today but i was wrong. Ebony woke me up at 7am! She whine and barked so loudy that i couldnt get to sleep. All the way till 11am! I felt so damn irritated. argh.
Anyway, i just got home from school. Yes. I went to see the volleyball match. Its the semi-finals. Sadly, Douglas's team lost. So they will compete again with Temasek Poly tomorrow. I'll prolly be there to watch the match again. x))
Im filled with bruised marks made by Gabriel and the ever so irritating Joshua. humphs! >.<
Long day ahead tomorrow, gonna rest early and yea..study.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:16:00 pm
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Saturday, September 18
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Happy birthday my one and only Thamba. May you pass your TP on your first attempt..laters.
Im feeling kinda down, boredom? Loneliness? Ive no idea. Its a Saturday, but here i am at home. Had no intention to leave the house anyway.
My sister and I had finally came to an agreement to name my chihuahua EBONY. Funny name i know. But its better than being nameless. We had a hard time agreeing what she should be called.
Ebony aint that shy now. She loves to jump up onto the sofa and no longer hides underneath. She's so lazy. Haha. Ebony Ebony~ My bony lies over the ocean~ My bony lies over the sea. Okay stop. Period.
Ive deleted all his message in my handphone today. And right after i did so, i feel into a good sleep. Im feeling good. This could at least help to eliminate him from taking too much space in my heart and mind now. At last..
You know what? My heart seems to be calling out to a special someone. No idea why it did. But its better not to be. I dont wanna fall in love again so soon. Not until you show me you're worthed it.
I cant find anyone to bicker with online. I feel so lonely! Awws. Taigong's is in Genting now. I missed the times my friends and I chilled out there last year. So much fun. Now he's there and i lost someone to bicker with. Aww. And everyone else seems to be out. What's new? Its a Saturday. Duhs.
I feel so whiny. So full of complains. So naggy. So like an auntie. I wonder who can tolerate my nonsense. Not anyone i suppose. I feel like going out to chill and slack. But..theres no one to slack and chill with me. So sad. All's at town. Boohoo.
Happy birthday my one and only Thamba. May you pass your TP on your first attempt..laters.
Im feeling kinda down, boredom? Loneliness? Ive no idea. Its a Saturday, but here i am at home. Had no intention to leave the house anyway.
My sister and I had finally came to an agreement to name my chihuahua EBONY. Funny name i know. But its better than being nameless. We had a hard time agreeing what she should be called.
Ebony aint that shy now. She loves to jump up onto the sofa and no longer hides underneath. She's so lazy. Haha. Ebony Ebony~ My bony lies over the ocean~ My bony lies over the sea. Okay stop. Period.
Ive deleted all his message in my handphone today. And right after i did so, i feel into a good sleep. Im feeling good. This could at least help to eliminate him from taking too much space in my heart and mind now. At last..
You know what? My heart seems to be calling out to a special someone. No idea why it did. But its better not to be. I dont wanna fall in love again so soon. Not until you show me you're worthed it.
I cant find anyone to bicker with online. I feel so lonely! Awws. Taigong's is in Genting now. I missed the times my friends and I chilled out there last year. So much fun. Now he's there and i lost someone to bicker with. Aww. And everyone else seems to be out. What's new? Its a Saturday. Duhs.
I feel so whiny. So full of complains. So naggy. So like an auntie. I wonder who can tolerate my nonsense. Not anyone i suppose. I feel like going out to chill and slack. But..theres no one to slack and chill with me. So sad. All's at town. Boohoo.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 8:39:00 pm
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Friday, September 17
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:14:00 pm
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Ive just got a chihuahua! And im so damn excited about it..
Dad called while i was watching Douglas playing volleyball in school with my sister. He called for help. He said the chihuahua was hiding under the sofa and refused to come out, she's even tearing. I got a shocked.
The match havent ended, and i din wanna leave. So i stayed on to watch Douglas play. Then he called again! Hoping i could return home asap to save him. Mum and dad had no idea how to deal with her. So sad!
She's so quiet, unlike any other chihuahua which are known to be damn noisy. She seems to be intimidated by us and so reserve. She kept tearing and loves to hide under the sofa. I really dont know what i can do about it. Ive no idea how to keep take care of a dog! Especially one like a chihuahua, so vulnerable! I feel that ive a life to look after now. A life time commitment. Oh man..
She hid her face away from my sister and I just to cry. O boy, how much i feel like crying too cos i dont know what she wants. I think she's afraid, but what can i do? I dont know.. I need help somebody. Please help!
Anyway, Douglas won the match today and im so glad about it. But i had to leave, wasnt able to wait for him till his de-brief ended. Im so sorry. I owe u a meal heh? Good job!
Ive just got a chihuahua! And im so damn excited about it..
Dad called while i was watching Douglas playing volleyball in school with my sister. He called for help. He said the chihuahua was hiding under the sofa and refused to come out, she's even tearing. I got a shocked.
The match havent ended, and i din wanna leave. So i stayed on to watch Douglas play. Then he called again! Hoping i could return home asap to save him. Mum and dad had no idea how to deal with her. So sad!
She's so quiet, unlike any other chihuahua which are known to be damn noisy. She seems to be intimidated by us and so reserve. She kept tearing and loves to hide under the sofa. I really dont know what i can do about it. Ive no idea how to keep take care of a dog! Especially one like a chihuahua, so vulnerable! I feel that ive a life to look after now. A life time commitment. Oh man..
She hid her face away from my sister and I just to cry. O boy, how much i feel like crying too cos i dont know what she wants. I think she's afraid, but what can i do? I dont know.. I need help somebody. Please help!
Anyway, Douglas won the match today and im so glad about it. But i had to leave, wasnt able to wait for him till his de-brief ended. Im so sorry. I owe u a meal heh? Good job!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:50:00 pm
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Wednesday, September 15
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Yay! I bought my 593 at last! Head down to town right after school just for it. Been months man. Yay yay triple yays!
Well, Wayne drived me to school today. So shiok, no need to squeeze on that 45 minutes bus ride. Wee.
The necklace beside my pair of jeans is for my sister. She's looking for that kinda choker. So there it is. No reasons why i should buy u a gift, so i would make that your advanced birthday present. =))
Where can u find sucha nice sister? I wonder.. :winks:
Yay! I bought my 593 at last! Head down to town right after school just for it. Been months man. Yay yay triple yays!
Well, Wayne drived me to school today. So shiok, no need to squeeze on that 45 minutes bus ride. Wee.
The necklace beside my pair of jeans is for my sister. She's looking for that kinda choker. So there it is. No reasons why i should buy u a gift, so i would make that your advanced birthday present. =))
Where can u find sucha nice sister? I wonder.. :winks:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:06:00 pm
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Lol. Picture wasn't well taken heh. Anyway, that's a fairlady. One of Ah Hong's favourite possession and he gave it to me! So funny right.. haha.
Dont understand why he gave me his favourite toy car. I aint that mad over cars. But since its a gift, i shall just keep it safely. Thanks Hong.
I screwed up both papers taken yesterday. It was terrible. Totally. Not gonna whine about em here now.
Tomorrow is the deadline for my Macroeconomics project. Left half an article to go. I guess i'll be able to complete em now. Woke up 2 and a half hours earlier just to do it. How hardworking. =X Well, its actually because i fell asleep at 10pm last night. lol.
I dream of HIM just now. It was pretty scary. Shan't go into details. I shouldnt be thinking about him now aye? Sometimes, dreams can kill. Like when i dreamt of ghost just now too. Scary.
Lol. Picture wasn't well taken heh. Anyway, that's a fairlady. One of Ah Hong's favourite possession and he gave it to me! So funny right.. haha.
Dont understand why he gave me his favourite toy car. I aint that mad over cars. But since its a gift, i shall just keep it safely. Thanks Hong.
I screwed up both papers taken yesterday. It was terrible. Totally. Not gonna whine about em here now.
Tomorrow is the deadline for my Macroeconomics project. Left half an article to go. I guess i'll be able to complete em now. Woke up 2 and a half hours earlier just to do it. How hardworking. =X Well, its actually because i fell asleep at 10pm last night. lol.
I dream of HIM just now. It was pretty scary. Shan't go into details. I shouldnt be thinking about him now aye? Sometimes, dreams can kill. Like when i dreamt of ghost just now too. Scary.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:16:00 am
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US, the loving sisters once again. lol. we're becoming mad of taking pictures.
US, the loving sisters once again. lol. we're becoming mad of taking pictures.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:12:00 am
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sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:11:00 am
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Tuesday, September 14
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Wackiness: 36/100Rationality: 38/100Constructiveness: 44/100Leadership: 34/100
You are a SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you a Evil Genius.
You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.
Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world.
You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.You are not to be messed with. You may explode.
Of the 21715 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 13.9 % are this type.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:28:00 am
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eXpressive: 6/10Practical: 4/10Physical: 2/10Giver: 8/10
You are a XSIG--Expressive Sentimental Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Teddy Bear.Hee! I just want to give you a big squeeze.
You are tender, honest, generous and fair. You are an excellent kisser and a sensitive, communicative lover, and you know it. You would never intentionally hurt someone's feelings or overstep his/her boundaries.
You have beautiful eyes. Most people take your laid-back attitude, blazing wit and subtle sexiness and stick you in "friend." But some see your extreme hotness for what it is and latch on. This means you have a few members of your target sex in the bank at all times -- I call this "money in the sex bank" -- but you're too sensitive and thoughtful to exploit them. More than once.
You are so rational and deliberate in an argument that it can frustrate and exhaust your partner. Your fights can take forever, but your press on with them until they are completely resolved and both you and your partner are satisfied. If your partner is weak of will, s/he may just give in -- be wary of this! An emotional or passive-aggressive outburst later will hurt and horrify you. It is *critically important* that you are able to respect your partner. The moment you lose respect for him/her, you lose everything.
When you make friends, you make them for life -- you can go without speaking to a friend for years and pick up right where you left off. You are completely faithful, both physically and emotionally. You are the second best (to XPIG) parent of any type.
If you are male, you have a huge shlong. Just saying. Of the 71647 people who have taken this quiz, 8.3 % are this type
eXpressive: 6/10Practical: 4/10Physical: 2/10Giver: 8/10
You are a XSIG--Expressive Sentimental Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Teddy Bear.Hee! I just want to give you a big squeeze.
You are tender, honest, generous and fair. You are an excellent kisser and a sensitive, communicative lover, and you know it. You would never intentionally hurt someone's feelings or overstep his/her boundaries.
You have beautiful eyes. Most people take your laid-back attitude, blazing wit and subtle sexiness and stick you in "friend." But some see your extreme hotness for what it is and latch on. This means you have a few members of your target sex in the bank at all times -- I call this "money in the sex bank" -- but you're too sensitive and thoughtful to exploit them. More than once.
You are so rational and deliberate in an argument that it can frustrate and exhaust your partner. Your fights can take forever, but your press on with them until they are completely resolved and both you and your partner are satisfied. If your partner is weak of will, s/he may just give in -- be wary of this! An emotional or passive-aggressive outburst later will hurt and horrify you. It is *critically important* that you are able to respect your partner. The moment you lose respect for him/her, you lose everything.
When you make friends, you make them for life -- you can go without speaking to a friend for years and pick up right where you left off. You are completely faithful, both physically and emotionally. You are the second best (to XPIG) parent of any type.
If you are male, you have a huge shlong. Just saying. Of the 71647 people who have taken this quiz, 8.3 % are this type
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:19:00 am
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Monday, September 13
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My eyelids are super heavy now. It will just auto shut any moment. But i gotta try to open up as big as possible, cos there's 2 papers tomorrow which ive not really studied for.
Lesson ended at 1pm. Met up with Douglas at Tampines for lunch and then slack around while waiting for the appropriate time to head back to school. They had a volleyball match.
I sat there alone, watching the match. Trying to understand more about the scoring system. I sat there alone for practically 2 and a half hours. My mind almost went blank cos i was so so so tired. It was the first time i actually watched a volleyball match.
Anyway, got back my results for Financial Accounting paper. Scored 34/50. HOW SAD. Its like, just 1 more mark i could have gotten a B. I feel so darn useless lahh.
Am so darn tired now i hope i can just dive into the bed and fall into a deep sleep. But sadly, i cannot. This type of life kinda suck, but this is life.
Oh, i saw HIM 2 days back. The feeling was !@#$%^&*(). beyond words to describe how i felt. But hey, i actually feel good now. This is good news. Guess i'll be able to get over it sooner or later. Prolly by the end of the year. haa.
My eyelids are super heavy now. It will just auto shut any moment. But i gotta try to open up as big as possible, cos there's 2 papers tomorrow which ive not really studied for.
Lesson ended at 1pm. Met up with Douglas at Tampines for lunch and then slack around while waiting for the appropriate time to head back to school. They had a volleyball match.
I sat there alone, watching the match. Trying to understand more about the scoring system. I sat there alone for practically 2 and a half hours. My mind almost went blank cos i was so so so tired. It was the first time i actually watched a volleyball match.
Anyway, got back my results for Financial Accounting paper. Scored 34/50. HOW SAD. Its like, just 1 more mark i could have gotten a B. I feel so darn useless lahh.
Am so darn tired now i hope i can just dive into the bed and fall into a deep sleep. But sadly, i cannot. This type of life kinda suck, but this is life.
Oh, i saw HIM 2 days back. The feeling was !@#$%^&*(). beyond words to describe how i felt. But hey, i actually feel good now. This is good news. Guess i'll be able to get over it sooner or later. Prolly by the end of the year. haa.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:53:00 pm
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Saturday, September 11
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Am at Meiting's house now.. waiting for her to prepare and then head down to town. We're gonna catch Cinderalla Story. yay. Been a week since i saw her. And been even longer since i saw Lyn. Gonna wreck her house soon. lol
Good news! I won a scholarship. Some scholarship my dad applied for me using my Olevels results. I'll win either $800 and $1000. How shiok! Have to wear formal and attend some prize presentation. So weird. The last time i went to collect money for bursary, i wore school uniform.
I sense a big idiotic figure behind my back. Who else can that be? M E I T I N G
Am at Meiting's house now.. waiting for her to prepare and then head down to town. We're gonna catch Cinderalla Story. yay. Been a week since i saw her. And been even longer since i saw Lyn. Gonna wreck her house soon. lol
Good news! I won a scholarship. Some scholarship my dad applied for me using my Olevels results. I'll win either $800 and $1000. How shiok! Have to wear formal and attend some prize presentation. So weird. The last time i went to collect money for bursary, i wore school uniform.
I sense a big idiotic figure behind my back. Who else can that be? M E I T I N G
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:47:00 pm
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Thursday, September 9
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My mom super pissed me off 5 minutes ago. Im fuming mad. MAD. She's just so @$%^*&()_ i dont know what to say but im damn damn damn annoyed. Tomorrow ive a presentation and so i asked her to iron my top for me. Cos i just bought it and the folding lines are so damn obvious. So she ironed the shirt for me and nagged at the same time saying all kinda comments about the shirt. Even commented that i should re-wear the shirt i wore. Like wtf. I just ignored lahh and continued watching Singapore Idol.
And then guess what? When i was about to take the shirt back upstairs to my room, its still damn crumpled lor. All the folding lines are do damn visible. Then when i asked her about it, she said, "iya, the material is like that one lah, cannot straight one." What kinda stupid craps is that. *toot* Damnnit lor. This kinda reply also dare to say. So i kick a fuss outta it. Cos im furious why ive this kinda irresponsible mother. So i re-ironed the shirt and all the lines all gone. AND SHE CAN TELL ME THAT KINDA MATERIAL IS LIKE THAT?
Damn pissed off i tell ya. ARGH. Now i dont even have the mood to go back downstairs and watch the results of Singapore Idol. Fark.
My mom super pissed me off 5 minutes ago. Im fuming mad. MAD. She's just so @$%^*&()_ i dont know what to say but im damn damn damn annoyed. Tomorrow ive a presentation and so i asked her to iron my top for me. Cos i just bought it and the folding lines are so damn obvious. So she ironed the shirt for me and nagged at the same time saying all kinda comments about the shirt. Even commented that i should re-wear the shirt i wore. Like wtf. I just ignored lahh and continued watching Singapore Idol.
And then guess what? When i was about to take the shirt back upstairs to my room, its still damn crumpled lor. All the folding lines are do damn visible. Then when i asked her about it, she said, "iya, the material is like that one lah, cannot straight one." What kinda stupid craps is that. *toot* Damnnit lor. This kinda reply also dare to say. So i kick a fuss outta it. Cos im furious why ive this kinda irresponsible mother. So i re-ironed the shirt and all the lines all gone. AND SHE CAN TELL ME THAT KINDA MATERIAL IS LIKE THAT?
Damn pissed off i tell ya. ARGH. Now i dont even have the mood to go back downstairs and watch the results of Singapore Idol. Fark.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:57:00 pm
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Tuesday, September 7
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Yay. Im gonna score an Egg for Accounts paper. Eggs are expensive ya know. Fark damnnit. The paper was a killer. To think i studied 2 whole days on 3 chapters, just to score a distinction for the test to pull up the overall. And im gonna drag it down into the dumps instead. Demoralised.
My pimple's are healing. I look disastrous without my make up on. Like a walking zombie. Oh pardon me, zombie has thick blushes. Haa.
Im feeling so bored right now. There's nothing for me to do. I wanted to do some revision on Econs but im too lazy already. And so i went round writing testimonials for my fellow mates saying how lucky they are to be a friend of mine. So fortunate. I think im damn kok la. Talking shits.
I saw the school beau thrice in school today. woaahh. wtf. Haa. He's not the oh-so-cute kind, but he looks manly.
Im going to Shanghai during the holidays with my course mates. Cool? That's hard to say huh..
4 more weeks to the majors. Promotion or not depends highly on it now. Wish me luck people. O God, give me the determination to study hard and strive for the best. Amen.
Yay. Im gonna score an Egg for Accounts paper. Eggs are expensive ya know. Fark damnnit. The paper was a killer. To think i studied 2 whole days on 3 chapters, just to score a distinction for the test to pull up the overall. And im gonna drag it down into the dumps instead. Demoralised.
My pimple's are healing. I look disastrous without my make up on. Like a walking zombie. Oh pardon me, zombie has thick blushes. Haa.
Im feeling so bored right now. There's nothing for me to do. I wanted to do some revision on Econs but im too lazy already. And so i went round writing testimonials for my fellow mates saying how lucky they are to be a friend of mine. So fortunate. I think im damn kok la. Talking shits.
I saw the school beau thrice in school today. woaahh. wtf. Haa. He's not the oh-so-cute kind, but he looks manly.
Im going to Shanghai during the holidays with my course mates. Cool? That's hard to say huh..
4 more weeks to the majors. Promotion or not depends highly on it now. Wish me luck people. O God, give me the determination to study hard and strive for the best. Amen.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:35:00 am
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Quote "I am really very stupid" Unquote (modified version)-- Ah Hong
When iblink wink, both of my eyes seemed closed.[ refer to picture above] Cant help but to admit i have small puny but sexy eyes. Just self-consoling lahh. :sigh:
Ive a Financial Accountings paper tomorrow at 5pm whereby my last lesson's ending at 1pm. 4 hours of break, how sick. O well, can use em efficiently to study for the paper. Yet to study on the theory part yet. Im going to score well this time round. I will.
Heard about the Crazy Sales at Parkway Parade? It was chaotic i tell ya. Especially Charles and Keith. Seemed like the whole shop gonna tumble down, wrecked by the kiasu buyers. All the heels and stuffs are like all over the floor in big bundles and people queuing from one end to the other.
But well, i bought some stuffs too. Mostly some casual tops to wear to school. Not on sale though, but they isnt expensive either. So i spent like about $120 bucks. Wow. I didnt know it was that much. OMG.
Officially declare broke. Soon to bankruptcy. Sad.
Quote "I am really very stupid" Unquote (modified version)-- Ah Hong
When i
Ive a Financial Accountings paper tomorrow at 5pm whereby my last lesson's ending at 1pm. 4 hours of break, how sick. O well, can use em efficiently to study for the paper. Yet to study on the theory part yet. Im going to score well this time round. I will.
Heard about the Crazy Sales at Parkway Parade? It was chaotic i tell ya. Especially Charles and Keith. Seemed like the whole shop gonna tumble down, wrecked by the kiasu buyers. All the heels and stuffs are like all over the floor in big bundles and people queuing from one end to the other.
But well, i bought some stuffs too. Mostly some casual tops to wear to school. Not on sale though, but they isnt expensive either. So i spent like about $120 bucks. Wow. I didnt know it was that much. OMG.
Officially declare broke. Soon to bankruptcy. Sad.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:10:00 am
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Saturday, September 4
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Vanessa's at my place now. Scanned some pics for her. Sexy aye.
Caught Anacondas with Adam after school at Cineleisure today. The storyline is normal, but its kinda thrilling. I screamed once, cos i had a shock. Like outta sudden it appeared. Haa. stupid monkey.
My complexion is getting bad. Trying all ways and means to do something about it. Am even drinking plain water now, din even put make up to school. I look like shit okay.
Anyway, gonna send Vanessa down now. tataz
Vanessa's at my place now. Scanned some pics for her. Sexy aye.
Caught Anacondas with Adam after school at Cineleisure today. The storyline is normal, but its kinda thrilling. I screamed once, cos i had a shock. Like outta sudden it appeared. Haa. stupid monkey.
My complexion is getting bad. Trying all ways and means to do something about it. Am even drinking plain water now, din even put make up to school. I look like shit okay.
Anyway, gonna send Vanessa down now. tataz
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